Well... I really dont know what to write about right now...not in the very best mood anyway. Sooooo here is a survey. Got to love boredom..

1. I don't believe in mascara
2. I don't want to get married
3. I want to have children someday
4. My heart has been broken too many times
5. I use '&' instead of typing out the word 'and'
6. I'm a big fan of lists
7. People who take advantage of others make me scream
8. My heart is bigger than my head
9. I like guys & girls
10. I'm currently hungry
11. I often crave tacos
12. I love Italian food
13. Sour gummy worms? Yes, please!
14. My iPod is my lover<3
15. I have 3 best friends
16. I'm fasinated by guns
17. I've been suspended from school
18. I cry when I'm angry
19. I think about sex more than I'd like to admit
20. I'm a camera whore
21. I think I'm ugly
22. I have freckles
23. I've never smoked
24. I like mushrooms on my pizza
25. I want bigger boobs (oh hell no..HA)
26. I shoplift every so often
27. I make collages out of old magazines
28. I adore necklaces
29. My mom & I are very close (we are but we fight alot... =/)
30. My grandpa has the best cooking
31. I need to stop sleeping during class
32. My problem area is my stomach
33. I look fat in alot of my pictures (cuz I am.. lmao)
34. I lost faith in love
35. I [sorta] know how to read palms
36. I love the smell of coffee
37. Mi Espanol es muy mal (no cause i understood that and im proud of myself =D )
38. I tend to call people 'penises'
39. My insults are often very detailed & crass
40. I can burp words out
41. I wish I could get paid to take surveys
42. I'm afraid of college
43. I like the feeling of a plane taking off
44. I've never been on a cruise
45. Japan & Italy? I wanna go to those places someday.
46. I have European blood
47. I'm mostly Asian
48. I was born in America
49. My middle name is my mother's maiden name
50. I have the names for my kids picked out already
51. My favorite 'little kid' cartoon is Fairly Odd Parents (no.. I actually HATE that show lol)
52. I'm a virgin. SO WHAT?!
53. I still talk to most of my exes
54. I like throwing things
55. I cuss more than I should
56. I'm loud
57. I don't have a butt
58. I named my boobs
59. My blood type is O (ithink?)
60. I can be painfully immature at times
61. I have a younger sibling
62. I love romantic comedies
63. Certain songs make me teary-eyed
64. I like many types of sandwiches
65. Raw onions gross me out
66. I hate the sound of foil
67. The smell of ketchup makes me gag
68. I like singing [even though im horrible!]
69. I can't dance
70. I can spend the whole day in my bed with a good book

howdy.

life is starting to brighten up a little...despite the fact that archie isn't around anymore :(. kenny has this new job thats hes doing really well at. In a month hes going to be managing his own American comfort mattress store. Hes making bank from this job....which is what we need right now since we are going to be moving out in about a month or so. Im going to actually be quitting my dumb job, amazing... I know. Its due to the fact that shelly is moving to atlanta in june and I refuse to work for anyone else at subway...so fuck em'. :). Holli said she is gonna be quitting aswell. I wouldn't be the least bit surprised if everyone leaves when shelly does. I think Ive decided that quitting subway is opening up a perfect oppertunity to go finish getting my G.E.D and try and start taking some classes. Take a little 2 week vacation before looking for another job. We will see though...Im still thinking it all through.

The vet called yesterday and told me I can go pick up Archies ashes. Im so pathetic though..because Im waiting untill someone has time to go with me to pick them up. I know when I do Im gonna be a wreck and I dont know if I can drive back from there. I just miss him so much.. I cant even describe the pain. All over a cat.. heh. I also miss bubba alot. I was looking through some pictures today and saw a bunch of bubba and timmy.
I miss both of them a lot too =/. I picked out alot of them and Im going to make an album dedicated to Archie and bubba. I mind aswell since I have so many damn pictures of them lol. A lot of cute ones too ^.^. It was really depressing looking through all the pics. Saw alot of me and amy that I just cant seem to throw away lol. Got alot of kenny too...hehe... im obsessed about him. go me. Enough about all this depressing shit though....

I took my car to just brakes about a week ago. Ended up i had to have basically my whole brakes system replaced. $503 dollars later and now my brakes work great. Fuck..they better -_-. Now I need to get an oil change and get my spark plugs changed. Pass emissions....and reregister my car. Get car insurance... -_-.  omg..so much lol. My life is so boring! lol. Anyhow... Im gonna go and get some more stuff done. So I can sit down and finally play my half-life 2 game <3<3<3. I refuse to untill I get everything done I need to...  because I know after I get to playing it I will not be able to stop to go get things done. So yeah... because I NEED to play it! peeace

Eat fresh biatch.

      ^^I know it looks like his head is cut off by the box but he had is so bent up it could close around his neck..it was the funnies thing^^

Wet pussy. Looks happy...lmao.

Gosh..I miss him so much.

Life fucking sucks right now. Archie got hit by a car last night. I came back from brendas house and I saw him in the middle of the road as I was driving up towards the drive way. I would do anything to get him back :((. After kenny he was my second favorite thing in the world. I cant wait to move out of this fucking neighborhood. Poser and marley came out missing, bubba and Archie get hit by a car, and we lost morrison here. Too many bad memories. It really sucked too , because I told afew people what had happened since they were curious  as to why I was in a bad mood. They looked at me like I was stupid. I know a lot of people dont get that attached to animals and think its dumb to be all upset about it. Pets to me are family.

Anyhow enough about that. Shelly got brianna to cover my shift so I have the next few days to get over it all. I cant stop crying... what a baby I am heh. Tomorrow we are going to the vet bright any early to go have him cremated. Then i get to go home and be all alone =/. Everyone is going to be working. Kenny starts his new job tomorrow, he works at some mattress outlet store. He has to dress all fancy... I LOVE IT. Making the big bucks. wo0t. I need a new job.. AHH! 

Im waiting right now for my xbox 360. I bought one heh. I can't wait till it gets here. Also bought the new perfect dark game. Plus a sega genesis and some of the oldschool sonic the hedge hog games.

welll... im done now. peace

R.I.P ARCHIE...

I never write in here anymore :(. sooo sad. Its only because my computer is broken down right now... the power supply blew. So I have to use my moms computer when I get a chance. The whole moving thing of course got laid off for 2 months. We were suppose to be moving out Feb. 10th but it got more complicated with the whole taxes deal. I just barely got my w-2 lastnight lol. The good thing though is that puts us in perfect timing to go ahead and got for these town houses we wanted to look into. its a 45 day wait...so thats perfect. They are soooo nice too. More farther from avondale than id like but its a really nice area.

Lets see...what else is new. Oh...my cat bubba got hit by a car last month... whats really horrible is... she was found way off on the side of the road...so you could tell they went out of their way to hit her. Bruce and kenny both burried her in the backyard... I miss her so much. R.I.P...

My car is fixed now. Still have afew repairs to get done. Gonna get a full tune up and get some new brakes. It keeps missfiring on the gauges and doin weird stuff and james is pretty sure it means I have bad spark plugs. So Im gonna buy some of those tomorrow and see about him coming over and putting them on. If that doesn't work, than Im gonna have to take it back in -_-. If it keeps giving me all this trouble though Im just gonna trade it in to get another one. Thats the last thing I want to do though. It has a clear title and I love it... so... Im hoping everything will work out the right way.

Well Im gonna go watch the game and chill out. I just barely got home from work so Im pretty pooped. it was crazy at work with all the party subs and platters. I hate working on super bowl sunday lol. Well Im gonna jet.

Well the internet has been turned off sooooo yeah lol. GOOD NEWS!!!! my car is being fixed right now..... gonna cost 500. Im getting my own place in less than a month.

Things are finally coming together for me. Well ive got to go get ready for work :). peeeace